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sherlene
 turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D  Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)  favourites
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Dienstag, August 29
Hyun Bin!
10:18 PM belated actually. hooked onto My Lovely Samsoon! click for more Hyun Bin! fwah! his dimples are so friggin cute! okayyyyy i should erm go study or something. today was so hectic. 7am to 7pm of school! sheesh. and something awful happened. haha. alright. H Y U N B I N! =D   look at his dimples! woots.  ok i think i only like him inside My Lovely Samsoon. HAHA. his fringe doesnt really compliment him larh. =P wahaha his 野蠻、霸道 face damn cute la.  dimples! sigh. today's episode so sad! and 微笑 Pasta! getting more interesting! another one! 張棟梁！another one with a cute smile! =D woops. its renfu's bday thing but im ogling at Hyun Bin. hah. how ironic. oh, & i'd like to keep some people in prayer; 1. someone whom im not very close to and not one i know that well personally, but one whom i know existed, thank you for some vague memories of my jc days, i didnt expect it to happen, anyone but you, but i really hope you'll be much happier in your present haven..... im gonna miss your presence and all... Goodbye, my accquaintance. 2. for the j2s (my beloved seniors!) , who are going through their prelims now, really wish them all the best, especially to CHAOS. i hope you're reading this! =) JIAYOU ok! Ace them all! 3. for my fenging partner SHIPING! (: jiayou for your prelims yeah! make sure you do YOURSELF proud after you get your satisfactory results for O's ok? I'll be right here cheering you on! goodnights. Sonntag, August 27
FIR!!!!!!!!
9:10 PM F.I.R.: 眷戀 not sure why my version is quite different from this one. haha. cool. i kinda like my version better. =P and the singing and the lyrics on the vid doesnt quite go together. haha the timing screwed up man. sad. i love love this song. go get yours now! 飛行部落！though im waiting for the auto on 7th oct to get mine! wheet. after promos. ok. booking time. gah.
happier thoughts?
2:24 PM i've been so lethargic lately. on a happier note, i want n73! banana's fault la. haha. she wants it. so twins shd get twin phones. arh. what the crap, im rubbishing. HAH. its so chio. and its like in a purplish shade!? even more chio! blading yesterday was superb. i increased my speed this time. sigh. anyone living in the east wanna go blading? haha. yeah still stuck with eom im like staring blankly at the screen. ho hum. lovely like shits.
Samstag, August 26
welcome to my life
5:28 PM Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like - Simple Plan. hohum. i wonder why i used to complain, saying i cant wait to grow up, be free and enjoy the freedom i should get. i wonder why i used to criticize that being a kid sucked, having to be enclosed in my parent's wishes and not mine. i wonder why i used to blame everything in the whole world for my pretty-disgusting life, and fretted when anything disasterous came by. still stuck with nostalgia of the past, with only pictures to remind me of them. Freitag, August 25
yesterday
11:11 PM some memories suddenly came flooding back... in bulk. sometimes, i wished things werent as fate decided it would be... i keep thinking and thinking... certain messages have been taking up the memory space in my phone since ages ago... yet, i cant bear to delete them, and i wished things were still that way. in those yesterdays, things were so different from now, maybe it just really gets awkward once a change is made. i really feel like just blabbering it all out, but i know i musn't. but i dont wanna keep it bottled inside..... argh, if only there'd be some listening ear somewhere out there. i really missed those days, it seemed so maybe flawless is the wrong word to use. ok it isnt flawless. it was just much much better. im feeling so vague while im typing this, but i have no other choice but to trap it all inside. i really miss 2004. i would name it as the best year of my life. in recent years, so many things have happened, the downhills and those ups......... sometimes i really wish history would repeat itself, cos i wanna go back to then again. 2006 has probably been a little bumpy for me, but im thankful for some other reasons, if you call that looking on the bright side of life. ah what the heck. im getting confused by what im saying. i wish i had a twin who'd be there for me to confide in. and i miss BANANA too (= BANANA TWO! haha ok no pun intended) ! sigh. hahaa... the messaging convo we had today was funny. i miss those daily phone calls we had last yr to boost each other's morale, shoo-ing each other to mug hard for o's and asking qns through the phone and your scanner. and i didnt somehow get your hp no ok!? doggie gave it to me. cos she said you were going. and i dont rmb saying 'are you going tomorrow?'... hmmm. wah you are so sentimental! haha. =D loves. those were the days. on 2nd thought, some other random stuff. heavy propaganda ahead. i'd like to comment firefox for its wondeful efficiency! so people, all your internet users out there, go get firefox! i just typed 'straits times' onto the url bar and the page automatically appeared! lo and behold! no more full urls! whoots. anw, my cousin dale was on yesterday's straits time's front page! coolness. ok. great job dale! made us real proud of you! if you do read this. BAH. i really miss those days. when things were just simple and pure. please bring them back. please do. i'd just loose more screws one day. Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away Now it looks as though they're here to stay Oh, i believe in yesterday. - Beatles Mittwoch, August 23
my lovely samsoon
11:21 PM hah. korean dramas again. right. 我叫金三順 is nice! *swoons* yep, thats him.  haha this song is just so mood-uplifting. :D or rather, the first part. oh, paul twohill sang 56's 存在 for sg idol today. 0_0 and bah, eom sucks. get lost. Montag, August 21
stars are blind
9:50 PM ok i cant seem to have my brain juice working nowadays. let the pictures do the talking then. oh, on a footnote, today was crazy. HAHA.     oh, dont you think that Blue J guy from pan@sonic's pretty cute from afar (refer to pic 3) ? haha. sp and huaxin were at the toilet and then grace and i were gonna meet them and then it so happened that Blue J and another guy had just been to the toilet. and then i was like walking into his path. haha. funneh. i was shocked man! coolness. but then, yeah. some guys are just meant to look from afar. haha. I could be your confidante, Just one of your girlfriends But I know that love's what you want If tomorrow the world ends Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love? Now tell me who have you been dreaming of? I and I alone, oh, ohh - Paris Hilton Sonntag, August 20
korean dramas galore!
11:29 PM wahaha. ok enough of korean dramas like da chang jin cos i just dont fancy ancient costumed ones. ahhh i cant wait for channel u to show 宫-我的野蠻王妃, thats what its called in chinese, or 궁 (Goong) in korean and Princess Hours in english. HAHA. saw the dvd today. looks interesting. and the guy's quite cute too. yep. until then. haha. random post. nights. ooh. pix! the girl in pink's also pretty chio!  click here to access the official website! its in korean though. princess hours !
what is the past?
10:02 AM i just went through some of my archives awhile ago... haha... its really... amusing, i must say. especially those in 2004. lol. alright. yesterday was wilber day. hah. sian la. gotta do so much work. tuition later, anw, chionged to west mall and then yeah saw him.... and blah blah. he's nice. and cute. and then went sakae for dinner with sp and huaxin. i had my nabe! but they didnt have the one inside the paper thing that wheelock had. haha. i busted 20 bucks. considerably ok la. oh once again my layout is so screwed on IE. im pro-firefox now! haha. yeah. back to books. gah. goodbye computer. Samstag, August 19
a new lease of life
2:22 PM i was really getting tired of seeing blue everyday. hah. so here's some green--- which fondly reminds me of tk. and the video that lizzy's compiling for teacher's day, which obviously, i've yet to think of anything to do on. gah! and i'm growing old, and loving pooh just as much. hah. call me an 'adultescent', whatever. hopped on to gland's blog, his entry on the blood donation drive's pretty amusing. which yeah, i suppose is time for me to update on it. blood donation drive was on wednesday, and prev chaos was like donating blood and all, which in turn inspired me to become a blood donor as well. so all of us girls decided to agree to go donate blood after assembly that day, but in the end, belinda was sick, and lena and annabel's parents didnt allow them, so left me and chiewyong. we were supposed to go early but the turn out was overwhelming, it ended up with people queuing 2-3 hrs just to suck blood. haha. so we went after the break, gobbled down our food in like 15 mins and went on to wait in the hall. truthfully, i was kinda scared, like 55% willing and 45% unwilling because i was scared of the pain and all. =/ thankfully chaos kept telling me about his experience, and I AM SO SORRY TO CAUSE SO MUCH INCONVENIENCE TO YOU. hah. (: i really do appreciate it dude! (: you're really a role model for all those 'noob' blood donors like me. then we queued, and only 5 of us s23-ers turned up, namely, gland, justin, yewliang, cy and me. and the coincidence, all of us got Gold for NAPFA! haha. then after the first round of checking, i got eliminated cos the not-so-friendly nurse said she couldnt find my veins. both arms. that was like damn saddening cos when i finally got the courage to push further, its like, you cant go on anymore. and the singular tangible vein in my right arm was too thin, which can be hazardous if something happens and then the vein might burst or something. i think. so in the end, left the 4 of them. after that, yewliang got kicked out too cos he was on medication. so left 3 and they finally got to donate blood after 3 hrs. really very slow la. cos there were 2 attending doctors only. anw, really admire those who went to donate blood, saving every 3 lives with your 200ml of blood. (: oh, and that woman who checked my veins thing said i should lift dumbbells to make the veins more visible. like wt? carrying bowling balls are not enough? hmmm. but mum says she has that problem too. dont know if this sort of thing's hereditary. her veins were hard to find before, and they were thin too. ohwells. yesterday was ok. went out for pizza hut after sch. 3 bowlers, 3 interactors. haha. the 6 of us went to talk talk and blah blah. interesting. lol. then came back for the national songwriting competition. zhiyang was there. haha. and then had to leave halfway for parent-tutor meeting. i guess i seriously gotta wake up soon. real soon. anyway, i think it was worth it. im glad dad came along too. (: in the end, bel said sa came in 2nd, nj 1st and zhiyang from hci 3rd. i recorded part of the song zhiyang sang. haha. and lee wei song came too. haha. oh and then after parent-tutor meeting, something very amusing happened. as we were leaving the hall, my dad was like "eh! you're here" to brandon's dad. then i was like, huh? and it so happens that brandon's my like distant cousin. haha. wow. which is my dad's 2nd brother's wife's brother's son. yeah. what a coincidence. same class, same subj combi somemore. cool man. yeah ok. happy birthday Diane! desperate times call for desperate measures. bye. Mittwoch, August 16
most of us are sad, or rather i am.
11:21 PM Most of us are sad No one lets it show I’ve been shadows of myself How was I to know? Tell me scarlet sun What will time allow? We have brought our children Here who can save them now? Oh, weeping woman try to smile Like the coming dawn Most of us are sad it’s true Still we must go on Love was here today Oh the sun was bright I will sing you faraway Love is here tonight Most of us are sad No one lets it show I’ve been shadows of myself How was I to know? - Eagles xxxxx i suddenly dont feel like blogging. its something minor. yet i'm facing it in a different light. i dont know why, maybe its because i wanted a more positive outcome, but it turned out otherwise. and then it links to all the things that have been disturbing me right now. dreading every min that goes past. its already week 8. goodness. yeah whatever. i feel so bochup. anyhow suka suka do. things are driving me nuts. but then again, there's probably one thing that can make me happy. its just that sometimes, i choose not to face reality, and would rather throw it to the back of my head, ignoring the hard truth. sometimes, i just wanna wake up from my nightmare. Dienstag, August 15
when it all falls apart
11:24 PM there's hardly anything to blog these few days, the past 2 days at least. life's been boring. yesterday wasnt a very good day. received some disasterous news. blood donation tmr. im feeling so confused. part of me wants to donate, yet there's this phobia plaguing it. double bahhh. history's making me stressed. mr primarily was uber fierce today, and i can just freak out (eh, ok maybe not that serious but my hairs will stand) when i see him along the corridor. dont know why, but he has that "if-you-dont-obey-me-i-will-bite-your-head-off" kind of look. yeah whatever. today was very random. lena was super high. and i kept drifting off to outer space. and almost got caught, ok i did get caught, by mr chua for looking, erm, elsewhere outta the window. HAH. ;) ok. so that pretty much sums up my boring life. oh, would i count that as a good advancement? i dont know. sometimes misery overwhelms. and im so lost in trying to think of what to do. yeah. whatever. oh, i suddenly feel like listening to some paris hilton songs. HAH. stars are blind, anyone? Cuz baby Everything is effed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart  The VeronicasSonntag, August 13
just a quick one
11:38 PM whoot. the past 2 days i have been in an official slacking mode. hist ct is over! and im pretty glad. (: hope to at least pass it. well, there's parent-tutor meeting this fri. and dad's coming down. gah. and blood donation drive on wed, chaos tells me it aint pain. i hope so! well he's my role model in this blood donation thing so... jiayou bah! haha. yesterday was rush. went out in the morning for training and all and then straight to jb for shopping, and the initial motive of actually dropping by the 8tv concert venue. obviously mum declined cos she said it'll be a waste of time. yeah yeah. shopped alot! sales are so fun! haha. i got 3 shirts and a pair of jeans from jeans studio. they were like 20+ bucks! so worth it. yep and i had my wonderful cereal crayfish and frog leg porridge again! heavenly! yums. and my jiu he eng cai (cuttlefish with spinach, i think). double yums! and then came back and slept cos i was sooo tired. this morning, went to the airport! waited for so long. stoned, called banana and stupid banana didnt wanna call back. =/ and they finally came, energy, yang cheng lin, 56... woot. long time liao... haha. suddenly i felt so inexperienced. ohwells. took video and i poked mz! erm, really gently ok, wont cause orh-cheh one. not to worry. but he didnt wanna turn and take my letter la. for like 3-4 times. so anw, later on after check in then it was better and i dumped my stuff onto rf's pile and he had this split sec surprised expression. lol. this time i was close. heh. smart move to stand in a strategic position. so anyone want some eye candy? haha. yep. slightly blur. and i cant seem to edit it cos the samsung cam records videos a diff way. if i edit it, the sound will be gone. how weird. alright. yep. i have to chiong whatever's left for tomorrow. sucky. bah. Samstag, August 12
this is good for you.
12:53 AM aint this cute.  and these. click to enlarge.      go here for more ! Mittwoch, August 9
my island home
8:51 PM This is my home She's everything to me Grace and beauty In all that you see My island home Wherever I may be I never will forget her Nor will she forget me And I will sing A song of home A land of peace Where dreams are born everyday My home Wherever I may be I believe You will always be a part of me My island home Home of my family This is my future Where I want to be (This is my future This is my home) My home Wherever I may be I believe You will always be a part of me A part of me ok. today's national day. happy birthday Singapore! haha. i had cheesy bites pizza for dinner. OMG. yums! haha. and then i asked mum when are we gonna have another pizza treat? her reply; next national day lor. i almost fainted. gosh. oh wells. a rightful occasion to celebrate with pizza! hahas. mum's chasing for the com, oh yeah. i forgot, happy belated bday to weiying yest. bahhh. they say patience is a virtue, i hope it really is. Dienstag, August 8
reliving my childhood.
10:00 PM  this is super cute la. haha, the pooh is 'pop-out' one! i used to like those kiddy books with pop-out images. they were so fun.alright. today's national day celebrations with the MINDS people were cool man. hah. (: and many hilarious ongoings as it went on. and then went cafe carel with the girls. had some very nice burger thing. woots. shopping is fun. im so tempted to buy that ripcurl bag. really. Montag, August 7
save this moment for me
11:15 PM oh i forgot to mention, there was Rapture, SAJC Dance Concert @ Esplanade on friday night. went with my usual bowlers. and it's prob the last time we get to hang out with the seniors before they embark full force towards the A's.. and i'd really miss the seniors, they rock so much. seeing them taking all those funny pics, with those hilarious poses, they just make me smile, adding so much colour to my life. the J2s have really done alot for us, making us realize that all of us play a part, even with uncle henry leaving at the earlier part of the year, they made it sure that all of us would not drift apart and stay together as one team, team sajc. i'd especially miss vic, though i know she prob wont see this, but ohwells. thanks vic, for really being there and offering so much sound advice, you're just like our angel sent from above. ((: and then there's the whole load more, which whom i started my journey as a saints bowler during the kl trip, and all those countless gatherings. and im proud to admit that among all the other CCAs in sa, i bet saints bowling is one of the most bonded and 'family-oriented' teams ever. although im not good with words, just seeing saints bowling together, having fun as one, really makes me happy inside. and im gonna miss the seniors so so much. trainings are just so empty without vic's contagious laughter and shirll voice. lol. and david and anuuar's crazy antics, and all the gossipings from cali, liz, mich... etc... and shawn's very profound english language... all these memories will keep flooding back... thank you for all those lovely memories... until then, i shall try to study history... and oh, happy birthday jerome! so won't you.... save this moment for me close your eyes and you'll feel, I am right here beside you and im holding your hand so .. let this moment be yours, even though we're apart understand that I still love you we're living a seperate life but right now its time.... save this moment for me Duncan JamesSonntag, August 6
accidentally in love
1:05 AM certain things have happened ever since my last post. okay, i was being paranoid. it turned out better than expected. so i guess i shall just take things easy for now. been sick the past few days. enjoyed the privileges of not having PE and just being some sick brat who keeps blowing her nose every 1 min. HAH. been sleeping earlier too. like before 1am? when i used to sleep at around 2.30am on usual days. haha. and im getting tired already. and its already 1 am but i wanna watch my weixiao pasta 3. sob. and then, history again. there's h1 ct on friday. sucks like shit. gah. i've got more than 10 sets of lecture notes to memorize, as quoted Too bad, Life sucks - Mr J. Yoong blah. and i went blading today! like finally after so long. i had an urge to blade... haha! and there's the samsung inline skating thing tmr but no one seems to be interested and its like at 7am so i guess i'll be missing it. :( i skated from the start of the chalet all the way to the end of ecp further than big splash! whee. the feeling has returned. i wanna blade more! wonder when banana's gonna ger her own skates. and i almost thought i lost my touch in blogging & blog designing. i cant seem to be able to decipher html codes and i almost forgot how to even blog. fantastic. i shall just squeeze some weixiao pasta in before i turn in and mug for history tmr. hopefully. Come on, Come on Move a little closer Come on, Come on I want to hear you whisper Come on, Come on Settle down inside my love Come on, come on Jump a little higher Come on, come on If you feel a little lighter Come on, come on We were once Upon a time in love |
desired
 To be happy! =D dark Chocolates! purple gold earrings SJ-M's 迷 (Me) Super Show: The First Asia Tour Concert Album 態度 tee Evisu jeans Coach long wallet Adidas shoes[x] movies to catch:  Step Up 2 the Streets(13/03)  Vantage Point (20/03) Street Kings (10/04) Definitely, Maybe (10/04) Made of Honour (15/05) Indiana Jones and the King of the Crystal Skull (23/05) Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (29/05) 21 (19/06) *go japan again! :)*get driving license!***hk/tw/bkk/beijing in June08**visit all the Disneylands![ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ] *learn japanese*learn korean*Achieve to enter desired uni!**Sony Vaio CR35G****a peaceful world to live in... =]*all my loved ones to be happy & healthy. ;)
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Hyun Bin!
FIR!!!!!!!!
happier thoughts?
welcome to my life
yesterday
my lovely samsoon
stars are blind
korean dramas galore!
what is the past?
a new lease of life
most of us are sad, or rather i am.
when it all falls apart
just a quick one
this is good for you.
my island home
reliving my childhood.
save this moment for me
accidentally in lovepast
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